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2nd year of my university life..how should i describe? in the previous blog i did mention i have a busy+hectic second year life..yeah it’s still busy..din change anything at all..but then i think i discover another thing..that is 2nd year = busy+unwanted surprises..Unwanted surprises..you guys might be probably thinking..Wut is so surprising?

1st surprise..when i start to register wut is the next course i should take for this semester..i’ve register 7 subjects and of the subject is WXES1111(OOP - C++)..here comes the surprise..i’ve register this course and attend the 1st class..the lecturer was late and when she arrived.."Erm..actually today at this particular time there shouldn’t be any lectures..your class should be after this at 10-12pm"..and i was like "Huh?Did i copy the wrong timetable?" i double-checked with my classmates..Nope i did not copy the wrong timetable..and the lecturer continues "I supposed none of you in this class knows that this course WXES1111 have been synchronized with WXES1114(Java) starting this semester..well anyway since you’ve register with course u need to attend this class together with juniors who are taking WXES1114"..Ok i need to take java?new programming language? My previous batch learned bout C++ and sad to say that i’m not good in programming..i failed in the 1st semester and i need to retake again last semester..this semester i was supposed to continue with OOP which is the continuous of C++..and now i need to relearn another new language, Java..sigh it’s not that i’m complaining or wut..to me i dun mind learning a new language but at least when the faculty need to inform us that they are not offering C++ anymore after my batch..so i do not need to waste my time to retake C++..i could have taken another subject..luckily Java ony required u to study for 2 semester..if not i need to extend another semester..which means going to graduate in 4 years time..

the surprises did not end here..yesterday which was wednesday i was told by Sooi Kuan.."Hey melisa..do you know that all of us..i mean all 2nd year student need to extend one semester..because Industrial Training had change to 6 months..no more 4 months..it means that next semester the whole entire month we will be undergoing Industrial Training..no need attend class..coz no more 12 weeks classes will be offering..all courses will be conducted fully in 14 weeks"..I was so shocked and asked her again is it true? She say yes..coz notice is out..Not only I was shocked..all my classmates oso..all of them hope that news is not true..everybody do not have any mood to continue the next class and started to search for their own PA(Academic Advisor)..to find out how true is the news and to find the best possible way to end our studies in 3 years time..

Great news..i’m supposed to graduate in 3 years time now need to extend another semester which means i will only be able to graduate in 4 years time..OMG why does the dean/vice-dean did not even consult us before making such a BIG BIG decision..until now i still refused to believe it’s true..i’m still in the denial state..i duwan to graduate in 4 years time..i’m not sure whether is true o not but most of my friends who went to see their respective PA say it’s still under consideration..but the probability the rule is going to implement is very high..HELP ME!! I wan to graduate in 3 years time…

yeahh..this is wut i meant by 2nd year = busy+unwanted surprises..=(

it’s beeen a long time since the last time i blog..i dun really remember when was the last time i update my blog..it is 4 months or 6 months?nah..never mind that since now i’m back..

new semester have started..5 weeks ago..erm how should i describe this semester?guess u all will know since i did mention in my blog title..yeah super super busy and hectic 2nd year..i’m so busy until sumtimes i can feeel that i’m going to suffocated soon..beginning of the semestes it didn’t seem to feel busy at all..haha as usual the 1st&2nd week there aren’t not many lecutures coz all the lecturers seems to be very busy with their stuff and keep on canceling lectures..so practically I had a boring 1st and 2nd week..and I did regret for not enjoying this 2 weeks..i juz sit inside my room watching movies with my roomates ony..i should go out enjoy more..

after that the following weeks are super super busy week..timetables are packed..had classes from morning till evening everyday…classes are back to normals..as usual lecturers are teaching in a super fast mode until u dun really understand the whole chapter after she finished teaching the chapter..tutorials classes din help much oso..lots of assignments need to finish up and pass up on time..and becoz i’m taking another class outside uni(microsoft class) i need to attend class everyday from 6-10pm and 9-9pm on weekends..and yes i mean saturday and sunday..tiredzz no time for me to rest..i din get to go back for 3 weeks..2 weeks for attending the microsoft class and the other week went to Port Dickson for my college CC Freshie Day..plan to skip but too bad i’m the organising commitee so kenot skip..but no regrets it’s worth it..get to enjoy and know all my juniors..

yeah..forget to mention that every week i need to complete all my tests..CCNA(Cisco Certified Network Associate) test for my networking subject..the 1st week ony 1 test and the following weeks 3 test..means need to waste time to study and take the test..sigh mid-semester test is coming soon..so far i juz know the date for my database exam..2 weeks from now..worst is i’m not going to get any mid-sem break this semester..sigh busy busy busy..juz hoping and praying i would get my break soon..but hoping is hoping..lolz

k..need to continue study for my ccna test (tis week chapter 6,7,8 =.=")..tat’s all and i will try best to update my blog more often..sayonara~

lol..today so happy..finally i’m 21 years old d..yes finally can go register and go vote..and not forgetting can go in casino d..without any fear..can show them my IC d..haha..din celebrate much on my birthday..juz have a simple dinner with my dear..at sunway’s kim gary restaurant..though it’s simple i’m very happy ady..got chance to meet my busy dear (he’s currently working)..oh yeah..he bought me a nice+lovely necklace..thankz dear..love it so much =)

thankz to all my frens who took time to msg+send testimonials to wish me happy birthday..really appreaciate it so so much..and to all those busy burning midnite oil preparing for their final exams..i wish u all good luck o..i will help u add oil de..lolz i oso need to add oil..so let’s ganbatte together..hehe

ok..back to study mode..sayonara!!

ehem..it’s been a long time since i updated my blog..erm..let’s c the last blog is bout cybernite..walao it’s been almost 3 months i did not update my blog d..sigh wut to do?busy with uni activities+assignments+projects..lol lame excuse i guess..coz everybody also busy but still got time to update their blogs..so i guess everyone will be thinking where did I dissappear?lol..din really dissappear still here

well..how do i start?erm..for this particular semester as i mention juz now i indeed very busy with my studies+assignments+projects and uni activities (but not as busy as thunder la..wakaka)..planning to be low-profile this semester..but sumhow become high-profile haha..duno y..but then although i’m busy with all those activities but i’m really glad that this semester i’m blessed with a guy who is caring+loved me so much to be my boyfriend..for those staying in 10th college sure know who is he..so no need intro la..but for my ti frens..think most of u all oso know who is he..got time i will introduce him to u all =)

time flies so fast and 2nd semester of my 1st year studies going to end soon..next week will be week 13th..another week of studies will be study week holiday (ony 1 week..sigh last sem 2 weeks de)..then will be my finals and lastly long holidays..so going to cram and burn midnite oil throughout the whole study week..hope can do well in my finals..erm not hope must do well coz my last semester de results sucks..have to ganbatte d

there’s a lot of things i want to blog..but then time does not permit me to do so..need to finish up my projects+assignments 1st..next week i got 2 presentations..but i will try my best to keep my blog updated..=)

(p/s : i do my assignments until @.@! so curi time to blog..lolz)

Last Sunday I attended my faculty annual dinner known as CyberNite. Well at first I din really wanted to go..coz of the ticket for the dinner is prized at rm79 (erm..very expensive)..i thought if it is cheaper then I might reconsider of going..but at last Sooi Kuan managed to convince me to go..haha..she oso being convinced by here cousin sister..and there I am

The dinner was held at Legend Hotel..dun ask me where it is..coz I have no idea..but finally found out that the hotel is located sumwhere near PWTC..it was a nice dinner as well..though it’s kind of simple and not much performance..haha maybe I expected too much coz I thought hmm..since I paid rm79 must be something much more special..but of course it wasn’t as I expected..but sumhow it turn out to be a successful event..haha maybe I find it kind of  bored (not becoz of the performance sucks)..coz ony me&my Sooi Kuan are juniors..the others are seniors..and to tell u the truth though all of us are studying in the same faculty I dun really know most of the seniors =.=”..of coz there are other juniors but most of them either in the committee or performing..so kind of sienzzz..

Speaking of performance..2 of our faculty favourite lecturers, Mr Por and Encik Yamani (being voted by students) are requested to perform on the stage..erm they have to sing..din know that both of them are so talented in singing..not forgetting is my college oso perform that nite..2 performance..both oso hip-hop dance..nice haha..10^th College GO! GO! GO!..and not forgetting there are traditional music and dance..at the end of the performance we crown the prom king and queen..erm din manage to get their photo..coz the place the I sat was very far..but of course both are pretty girl and handsome boy..the dinner ends around 10.30pm..guess wut..we were so busy taking photographs until lost track of time..

Conclusion?..an eye-opening and of course new experience for me..well hope that next year will be held again (erm..there are rumours said that this year is the last year)..no need in 5-star hotel..haha

P/S : I’m broke after CYberNite..=.=”

*here are sum pics..for more pics..view my profile or my photos section

holiday is over..and the new semester begins..so means i have to start to study again..boring arghh

anyway..new year coming soon..and talking bout new year resolution..wut do i aim for next year?let’s see..erm..found 1 resolution..aiming to improve my cpga&exams marks this semester..cause last semester marks..disaster..then sumore wut?all of sudden i kenot think of any more..haha i think better dun put so much resolution later kenot fulfilled..malulah..but the 1st resolution is a must for me..whether i like it o not..so gambateh lo(haizz..talking to myself)

haPpy nEw yEar..=)

juz came back from cameron yesterday..after a nice+tiring 3 days and 2 nites trip..with all my frens+seniors of 10th college CC..

we start our journey from college at 5.30am on the 21st of november..the journey took about 3 hours..after we reach there we straight away check-in into our rooms..erm dun mistaken for a 5-star hotel..it’s an apartment that has 3 rooms that is enough to accomodate 16 boys and 14 girls(we rent 2 aprtments)..after check-in into our apartments we start with our first activity..visit the cactus valley..inside the cactus valley saw a lot of species of cactus..got fat, skinny, tall and short cactus..plus a lot more of plants that we have not seen be4..then the most interesting activity comes next..jungle trekking..actually it wasn’t suppose to be jungle trekking..it should be nite walk in da jungle..but since the tour guide that we hire(his name is  jacky) say that we need at least 3 hours to finish climbing the mountain+with our inexperience in jungle trekking it would be dangerous to climb at nite..so hear we go climbing mountain..well it’s not really hard for me climbing a mountain coz i got some experience in climbing mountains..but the challenging part is while we we climbing the mountains it rains..and this make it more difficult or most of us(most of us never climb a mountain be4)..but all the hard work paid when we reach the top of the mountain -5000++ meter..sadly when we reach the top we can’t see anything coz it’s raining..but we still wait there for about 1/2 hour for the msit to go away and manage to c some other famous mountains..it’s freezing up there..raining sumore..after been on top of the hill for quite some time we start to go down..erm trekking down back is much lot harder than climbing up coz it’s raining heavily that time +slippery..nearly fall a couple of times but manage to hold firmly by my angel - ricky..he helped me a lot from climbing the mountains to coming down..thankz for da help..

the next day we went to visit boh tea plantation..1st time i went to see how tea leaves are processed and i bought some tea leaves as souveniers(actiually is for my mom..haha)..we oso went up the place where the workers pluck tea leaves..gueess wut we do?busy snapping pictures..nice view from the top..after that we went to bee farm, butterfly farm and night market..ermm..should say evening market wakakaka..din bought much from the market except strawberries..at nite we held a bbq party

be4 we head back to college..we stopped by at waterfall(lata iskandar)..actually i plan to swim or should i say bath there hahaha..but due to some certain reasons i cancelled my plan..so end up taking pictures ony..

while we were there we did paly a game called angel and guradian..we were supposed to act as a guardian to someone and we will be also be protected by angel..of course the rules is girls take care of guys and vice-versa..well for me this is the 1st time i will jaga someone and i acted as a guardian to ricky haha but to tell u the truth he took care of me more than i do..weird..quite interesting and i was protected and take care by 2 angels..my papa and zhien choong..i’m so lucky to have 2 angels while others to have ony 1 angel(actually got another girl oso got 2 angel and i was 1 of them)..i wanted to take this oppurtunity to thank them for taking care of me during the trip..and not forgetting to others oso for making this trip so fun

conclusion = nice+memorable+enjoyable trip..i do really enjoy the trip..hope to see u guys next sem..happy holidayz.. =)

As u all know from the title of this blog u will probably guess wut i really want to say..this is a bad luck week for me..dunno y so bad luck

1st i found out that my motorola phone rosak..i duno y..the phone rosak when i need the most..haizz kenot receive msg, send msg, call out and receive call..well luckily i have another phone..if not i think i really will jump from the roof..then on thursday when i was my fren wanted to transfer something from my pendrive to other another pendrive..the result of it, my laptop kena virus..at first nothing happen..thought of just deleting the virus but the virus is too much until it made my computer hanged =(..after that i got no choice but to restart my laptop..luckily it did not really affect much..i continue to on9 pretend nothing happen until all of sudden the power supply to my computer stopped..at that moment i really thought my adaptop rosak..it’s like OMG my adaptor rosak..means i kenot use my laptop for 2 days in the row..i will die of boredom in my room..coz i ony will go back on friday evening..thinking of it really made me no mood..plan to continue study but kenot concentrate..so go back to room use my switch to test again whether my adaptor really rosak..thank god nothing is wrong with my adaptor..juz that the studyroom suis got problem..

the next day, while waiting for my hair to dry (coz i want to sleep)..i wanted to see movie..so i on my computer..and guess what my laptop is not functioning..everytime i restart it will enter the windows and hanged..nothing can be done..my heart was broken..this time really kenot use my computer..cannot see movie and cannot on9..the only consolation i got is i get to concentrate on my studies..no more distraction..but i still sad..my laptop is corrupted……….

when i back home i straight away take my computer to repair..i plan to reformat but since i dun have enuough CDs to burn all my stuff (important stuff) so my sister suggest me to repair..at first i’m sceptic but i give it a try..though after repairing it’s not as good as be4 but at least i still can use..but that is not the end of the story..when i wanted to on9 that time my younger sister come in the room and said "jie..why the msn cannot connect?i try a lot of times..can u please come out and check wut happen?"..GOD my router got problem..when i connect it to my router cannot on9 but after taking out the router i cannot connect..means i need to go out to take it repair..oh, i forget to mention that when i took the router to repair..i accidentaly knocked into tiang while i was reversing my car..the goes my car..calar&kemek a little..aih..after repairing..thought everything finally settle but when i want to use my wireless toon9..haizz it’s my wireless turn got problem..when they reset my router the forget to reset my laptop ip address..i spent the rest of the night repairing my laptop’s wireless problem..luckily now it’s resolved

seriously this is the 1st time i kena so many bad luck in a row..within 1 week..let’s hope nothing will rosak or any bad luck happen again..if not………..

today when i woke up that time i feel very moody..i duno y but of course i ignore it coz i woke up late&going to late for my class..during my class i did not even bother to listen wut the teacher is taching in front..juz keep thinking about the things that stuck in my head since last nite..the ony thing i heard from the lecturer is "break for 5 min" and "i manage to find a tutor for ur class"..but i did borrow my Sooi Kuan’s maths notes to copy juz to prevent me from doziing off in the class(sleep quite late that nite&din sleep well)..too much things to think..so wut actually did made me so damn moody?is it becoz of my hormones?maybe but think the actual reasons is my studies and the rehearsal for Pesta Tanglung(PT) that is going to be held this friday+others..i did badly as an emcee..haizz

this few weeks is exam week for all the Uni..and i juz finished all my mid-term test and recently i got back my results(not all) but enough to kill my studying spirit..i predicted i would fail for my Operating System(OS) test but i mange to get a C..i did not fail i passed but getting a C makes me feel even sadder..i get the C is becoz of luck+my tembaking skills coz i do not even know how to do a single question though the question is in objectives..this fact does really bother me very much..imagine i duno how to do all the questions and it’s in objective form..this is the 1st i encounter this thing..though i feel that my previous stpm questions is harder than this OS test but at least i can still scribble a few words on the answer paper..for this particular paper i dun even have a slightest idea when come to tembaking..i really duno how to describe my feeling now..the other thing is my programming paper..the results is not out yet but my teacher promised to upload the result by this week..guess i’m failing this paper too..i dunola..it’s not that i dun understand wut the teacher tought in class or when i study on my own but when it comes to finish up my tutorials&labs i really dun have any idea how to do..maybe it’s the application part..i do admit i’m bad in applying on wut i’ve study..not ony programming it same goes to maths..so whenever i saw all my frens doing programming work as easy as ABC i will start to envy them and deep inside my heart i feel so down and discouraged to do..y???y all of them can do so easily while i still have to struggle like hell to do such a simple task?i can’t even find the answer to my questions?guess i’m stupid..my stupidity increases when i enter U..i dun want to admit it but i guess i have to force myself to accept this fact..i’m STUPID!!!sumtimes i always doubt that whether i should continue this course o not..should i change faculty o not?so should i or should i not?i oso duno..but i’m not giving up..sumhow have to figure a way to solve this problem be4 it’s too late o i will going to fail in my final exam.."i feel like dying now" borrowed from myfren famous sentence..this is my feeling now, at this moment =(

after coming back from the rehearsal yesterday i really feel like crying..but of course i tahan la..i’m not used to let ppl c me crying..luckily manage to hold back..coz i did badly in the rehearsal coz i’m a lousy emcee..wut am i thinking that time when i offer to be an emcee?am i out of mind?without any experience sumore dare to offer myself to become an emcee and embarassed myslef in front of so many ppl..i must kena spell that time..without a proper script i went throught the rehearsal twice..haizz so u can imagine how i conduct the whole rehearsal..i’m totally speechless duno how to describe my feeling that time..it’s my fault oso coz i din prepared the speech oso..haizz kenot blame other people..hope i can improve by that time..trying my best to improve myself..i duwan to get embarrassed in front of the audience..

sumhow all these factors made me think back a lot of things..all of sudden i feel myself as the most lousy person on earth..i should not be born afterall since i’m such a lousy person..i know i shouldn’t think like that but i really kenot stop myself from thinking for the whole nite..feel that i cannot even do a simple task by myself..feel that i’m the stupidiest person on earth and etc..how could i stop myself from thinking?but maybe it’s a good thing oso coz i finally can start to finally understand myself better..i a very shy person..i mean not talking to my frens la..but i found out that i very to ask people when i duno anything..i know it’s a bad thing..maybe it’s 1 of the reason for not doing well in my exams..i’m very shy to talk to other people oso..especially the person i duno..i found out that i’m the type of person who likes to keep all my problems by myself..always pretending i’m happy when i’m not..always to pretend that i’m tough but i’m not..and etc..too much weakness until i duno how to describe..but it’s a good thing oso so that i can learn to overcome the problems..and not run from the problems..last time i used to be that type of ppl..always try to ignore when there is problem arises..but not now anymore..think i have to learn how to solve problems when problems arises..coz i no longer a small kid anymore

i really hope i can be a more mature person..no longer so childish anymore eventough i always wish to be a small kid coz they always seems to be happy..i wish i can be that happy-go-lucky person..without any troubles plaguing me

yay..it’s a holiday season(practically for me&others who considered themselves as U student)..well after been in UM for about 2 months in UM finally i got a chance to back to my beloved hometown Teluk Intan..it’s been quite a while i din get to come back but it seems to me that nothing had change much in TI..still the same old town haha..

been back for some time but i only manage to go out once..that is on last sunday to pollywata for a small gathering..did plan to go out more often but sad to say that i have no transport..so in the end i stuck in the house doing my boring assignments+tutorials+lab work which mostly i dun really know how to do..not to mention i have to study coz after the mid-sem break i’ve exam..have to study harder coz i really screw up in my previous 3 exams..now i juz pray that i wun failed the 3 subjects..haizzz there goes my holiday..but i consider myself lucky coz i dun have to attend camps like all my frens(actually the truth is i skipped the camp..haha)..of course besides doing all those assignments i oso sleep,eat and the most important is to on9(mostly chat,play games o see anime)

anyway i will try to enjoy my holiday..will back to UM on sunday =)